Option

I am here again, seeing the dead and. Where would it end? The steady paycheck or variation of diversify amount of unsteady profit? Which one should it be? I am feeling time is eliminating my activities voluntarily for me. It sweep the side dirt so I can drive through the straight road once again. It brings me to the final of my life, although I cannot see it yet. Who can anyway? We know we would end someday, all of us. But no one knows the stop.

 

Let me tell you, if things getting hard, its probably you become softer. If things become easy, its God makes it easy. You have no power beside effort. We have control to wake up and do things we do, but we don't decide the outcome.

Its eliminating once again.

 

This empty small room is quite cold by the rain behind that wall.

Smartphone

This smartphone detox almost makes me crazy. Okay I still need email and whatsapp, and gojek. Who can live without gojek? You can? No shit yo. Hehe. Oh eh dont forget google map, but I recently dont drive.

Anyway, got many books havent been read at home. But those are giant 1000 pages book thick, so I dont think bring it during commut is a freaking good idea. But no book no hook. Human is sick, I cant even stand still doing nothing, like why do I need game or instagram. Freaking ill me hooman.

Well the reason I post this is because I am cruising on a train right now.

Shit

Sent from my stupid old iPhone that cant even barely open instagram. Good thing for a smartphone detox

Masih usaha

Jika saja pembaca tahu manusia di balik blog ini. Hm, banyak cacatnya. Walau isinya seperti ABG padahal sudah Bapak - bapak. Hahaha. Yang jelas dont judge me by what I write, it probably looks too perfect or too ugly. Only God can judge me anyway, and my wife. She is an expert in judging, bcoz she knows what I do. Haha

Dont judge. Karena realita tak semudah menulis disini. Jangankan perkara aksi, berkara berhara saja masih ada rasa ngeri jika harus berharap. Melihat ke belakang saya berpikir, gila juga saya pernah berharap begitu dan sekarang kejadian. I feel it, the hard time is coming. But soon I know, it will develop me, as a better human. I just need to keep solid. Are you solid guys? Daddy needs you to be.

Masa lalu yg baik sedang berusaha diseimbangkan ke masa depan yang jauh lebih baik. Karena saat ini masa yang buruk, masa dimana saya berperang melawan ketidak kompeten-an saya sebagai manusia.

Guys, keep learning!

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